Deep breath in...
Those are the words that have kept me grounded the past three weeks. Since Spirit Junkie, I've felt the call to make some big changes. I knew what parts of my life were no longer serving me and it was time to take action. I had enough of waiting. I could feel in every bit of me that the universe had great plans to support me... if I would just be willing to take the leap.
I had to create space for the miracles to happen.
A series of intense, frustrating, and sad events took place at my job the weeks following Spirit Junkie. There were two ways I could handle it: fear or love. Fear told me to stay despite feeling the warning signs of burnout. Fear told me that I needed the money and that I needed to play it safe. Fear told me that there was nothing else out there for me and that I'd be in drastic lack if I left my job now.
Love told me differently.
Love gently encouraged me that it was time to go. The universe had been quietly taking care of a few clients that I had been worried about, guiding them in different directions. Creating space for me to leave. There were still a few that made me second guess leaving. When I realized that I wouldn't tell them to do the same thing I was considering, staying for the sake of not causing waves in another's life, I knew that I needed to model for them how to take control of your own story line. Love promised me that I would be supported. Love reminded me that we live in a creative. abundant universe.
So, I quit my job. I've given a generous notice (5.5 weeks) and planned to give myself some time to reset before moving back across the country. I had been asking for signs- specifically butterflies, and I started to lose track of how many I would see every day. I applied for an amazing opportunity and asked for signs in the form of the school's mascot- the next day I saw it on the cooler of a restaurant we frequent for lunch. The signs couldn't be more clear. The feelings couldn't be more mixed. I went to my meditate pillow, angel cards, and journal for guidance. All of the guidance continued to lead me back to taking the leap of faith and going home to Michigan.
The universe has already been providing me with unreal, tangible pieces of support since I gave my notice. I was inspired to completely re-do my coaching offer. When I read my new description of coaching with me I am overcome with gratitude that I could be of such service. The upcoming courses have the potential to completely change the lives of those that participate. I seriously can't stop coming up with new ideas for the Entrepreneurial Mindset and have had SOOOO many intuitive hits for those who have already signed up. The divine guidance that is coming in for this course is so beautiful. I am so excited for a course full of light workers who are ready to step into their power. I am SO excited that I have been blessed with the extra time to spend really making this course everything it has the potential to be.
This is what it means to take control of your own story line. It is honoring the process, witnessing the fears, choosing love, and opening to the divine guidance that is unconditionally offered to you.