I've never been one to shy away from my human-ness. I've always been transparent about being imperfect. Lately, I've been experiencing a lot of guilt with my human-ness. There was a part of the end of last year where I was experiencing RAPID momentum.
And then I got sick and it stopped. And then my mindset KEPT me sick and it felt impossible to find that momentum again.
I've noticed a disconnect and had to turn within to find out what happened so I could get back on track.
In doing so, I've realized I've let some people down. I didn't show up for them in the big way that they were hoping for. I didn't reach out as frequently as I could have. I didn't really share that I was struggling with a really deep depression and it felt like it was draining my power from me. I just avoided.
So, this post. It was going to be titled with an apology, but instead, I say thank you.
Thank you for the grace.
Thank you for staying with me for the journey and not holding it against me.
Thank you for knowing that I was going to come back in a way that was even bigger, better, and so much more aligned than ever before.
Winter is over, time to come out of hiding.